I"m one of those disillusioned ones. I want to believe, but it seems I have always been hampered by the great unanswerable doubts. For decades I've felt like one gasping for faith in a sea of doubt. Why bother, why not just walk away from the faith like so many others. My book, Confessions of a Disillusioned Christian is my explanation.
See the PDF below to see my proposal and synopsis for the book.
This book needs to be published, if you can help with that, I'd certainly be grateful.